You said I've got to get this straight but you don't want to lead the way
I wish that we could get away but there is nothing to celebrate
I only want to be careless for a couple hours but my brain won't give me anymore
Other than on the surface
Everything else is perfect
I want to explode to pieces
So the pressure releases
I don't wanna be a stress ball for you to throw against the wall
I'm trying so hard to be brave it's no good for my mental state
I wish there was a better day when neither of us have a headache
I only want to be social for a couple hours but my brain wont give me anymore
Other than on the surface
Everything else is perfect
I want to explode to pieces
So the pressure releases
I don't wanna be a stress ball for you to throw against the wall
I want to keep all of the parts that were so close to our hearts
You can take the rest back bury it till we're back on track.
Belaver’s “Trash” builds from hushed verses to a big, booming crescendo of a chorus, with lyrics that praise finding beauty in darkness. Bandcamp New & Notable Aug 14, 2018