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Home Remedy

by Sundressed

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1.
Home Remedy 03:14
I need noise cancelling headphones To cancel the noise inside my head Have you tried deep breathing? Is all anyone says I hate you i love you come here please just leave I'm questioning symptoms and signs of relief the motive the medic the terrible heat I talk without speaking I can't take a seat The only one I hurt is me or at least that is what I think Are you kidding me? I tried every home remedy Ruled out amphetamines Wake up sweaty from every dream And any time I think that I'm dying I'm usually fine I need wireless technology To untangle the wires inside of my body Maybe it's poor circulation just exercise, well I'm trying I'm not getting better but I'm not getting worse A little less put together started with the dirt An opiate blocker thank god that it works I'm tired and I'm stressing but its a good hurt I guess there's a reason I'm still here (I'm usually fine) I found a home remedy sitting right next to me I was so lost before I knew Woke up sweaty from every dream Ruled out amphetamines My home remedy is you.
2.
You said I've got to get this straight but you don't want to lead the way I wish that we could get away but there is nothing to celebrate I only want to be careless for a couple hours but my brain won't give me anymore Other than on the surface Everything else is perfect I want to explode to pieces So the pressure releases I don't wanna be a stress ball for you to throw against the wall I'm trying so hard to be brave it's no good for my mental state I wish there was a better day when neither of us have a headache I only want to be social for a couple hours but my brain wont give me anymore Other than on the surface Everything else is perfect I want to explode to pieces So the pressure releases I don't wanna be a stress ball for you to throw against the wall I want to keep all of the parts that were so close to our hearts You can take the rest back bury it till we're back on track.
3.
No Thanks 02:10
My birthday was so bittersweet My twenties slipped away from me I couldn’t face it much to my dismay Lonely as lonely can be With all of my friends surrounding me I couldn’t think of anything to say It was the best night of my life No thanks to you It was the first time I had fun Not needing no one Convinced that they all hated me For something that happened last week I showed up but I didn’t want to stay It was the best night of my life No thanks to you It was the first time I had fun Not needing no one And the bad thoughts when they come Don’t mean as much It was the first time I had fun Not needing no one.
4.
Is this a drug or is it a cure? I'm looking for answers that I haven't heard Is this a chemical or is it pure? Not like it matters as long as it works Maybe it's just my luck or I just don't care enough I'm so hopeful I believe everything I don't give up easily Am I in love or is this a trick? Are these butterflies or am i just sick? I need a connection I can't put to words I want to listen I want to be heard maybe its just my luck or i just don't care enough I'm so hopeful I believe everything I don't give up easily I'm so hateful Everyone's after me I don't give up easily You shouldn't listen to the things they say You shouldn't let them work you up this way (Is this a drug or is this a cure? I'm looking for answers that I haven't heard).
5.
Oh Please 03:20
I'm lacking some confidence But I don't think it's permanent I put in the work Still I'm not sure If this was ever meant Now I'm bending over backwards and I can't feel my knees I'm reading all these articles on home remedies It manifests in shaking screaming obscenities I'm begging release Oh please I can't pay a single bill I haven't seen a doctor still I just hope this doesn't kill me I'm running up my bank account But it won't clear for that amount Comfortable as I can be Dove in head first Drove and I swerved I was asleep at the wheel I'm making progress But I'm such a mess And i don't know how i feel Now I'm bending over backwards and I can't feel my knees I'm reading all these articles that no one should see It manifests in shaking screaming obscenities I'm begging release Oh please Staring at the ceiling with light from the TV There's noise in the background from some Netflix series My head is screaming words that i just don't want to repeat I wish that i could just blink I'm begging release Oh please.
6.
I wish I held on to ticket stubs Old posters and all of the above Can't store it all in my memory So don't act like this offended me I toss and turn when I try to fight The should haves that keep me up at night I'd benefit from a referee For all my friends and my enemies But anytime I bring it up Well no one seems to give a fuck I've got something to say I'm not feeling okay I can't carry the weight of anyone else I've been feeling this way For longer than a day Now I'm starting to hate the size of my heart The Carolinas in a postcard That I never sent I'm so scarred But your reactions to everything But my reactions are just as mean And anytime I bring it up You don't seem to give a fuck Maybe it's just temporary Maybe I just learned on my own I hope this is temporary Oh, I just hate being alone.
7.
It’s harder when you’re an adult Just to keep your stomach full It can start to feel like a chore No matter the severity You’re still trying to live the dream Even though your back is so sore So go and get a second job Work until your arms fall off Dying but you don’t know what for Feel the need to pump the breaks Don’t know why your elbow shakes You wonder why your health is so poor You wanted to meet up with me But I keep saying I’m busy I want to match your frequency Let it all roll off of me Tell them all fuck off for me I’m sick of being so busy in the inbetween you were always there for me go on and say a prayer for me I’m sick of being so busy I just wanna call it quits But I’ll just get over it Really gotta keep myself in check Because sometimes my blood starts to boil like overheated motor oil I’m the only one who’s sticking out my neck.
8.
My father never told me not to cry I never really had to be a tough guy I just don't know what that's like No matter how hard I try Try to fight but I soften up always Talk it out and never bottle it up Because I'm just a sensitive motherfucker I'm just a sensitive man I promise I won't ever love another I'm just a sensitive motherfucker I over-communicate It's something my insecurities dictate A part of me that I hate I've just got so much on my plate And though it didn't work out well For my 22 year old self I'm still walking on eggshells It's obvious that I need help I will never Dodge your calls And I will never Break your confidence I will show up To talk it out again I hope you know you can stop worrying.
9.
The Facts 03:36
I am reminded of things in my past I am convinced my delusions are facts Oh the future might bring incredible things But I'll kick and I'll scream until I intervene with it I'm not immune to specific attacks I'm too far gone and I'm not coming back Oh I shouldn't share things it's starting to scare me I'll rationalize until you can provide the facts I stay up too late, I wake up too early And I'm always late and I am unworthy Any time I try to rhyme it sounds forced Hate what you create until you find the source Oh all I'm fighting for Are goosebumps and heart jumps a little bit more I'm not subscribed to the current events I am just trying to cover my rent Oh the world is a mess, I'm a ball of stress And I don't wanna know I think that it's for the best I want perfection but I'm not exact I'm just not sure I can take all the flack Oh I'm careful to wait Remember the date I'm a little ashamed But i promise I'll keep coming back I stay up too late, I wake up too early And I'm always late, oh I'm in a hurry More than a moment more than a gift More than those seconds I'd like to relive I want a comfort that I cannot find I'll stop asking questions when I get a sign Any indication and I'll get back to the grind.
10.
Cash Out 03:04
I'm making deals with my subconscious self If it gets worse I'll ask for help And I need a check but I've got nothing to sell So I'm putting in some hours but it's not working out well And I don't know what else to do There's nothing that I can contribute to Is this the reason that we're dying? It's probably more affordable so just stop trying I really really wish that I could help you out But it will be a few years before I cash out So let's resume are you not feeling well If it gets worse you might need some help But our insurance lapsed so much for mental health We are spiraling and spiraling yeah this is total hell The Arizona heat is climbing and it's only April So stay inside we've got to hide and fake it through the day til It gets dark and it's slightly more bearable Then we'll realize that life is not so terrible.

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released September 18, 2020

Produced, Mixed by Mike Pepe
Mastered by Dave Harris

All songs performed by Sundressed
All songs written by Trevor Hedges, AJ Peacox, Vic Chan

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